What could this dream explain about my life?

The dream is saying that you are learning some important life lessons from your past experiences. You are waiting for something to happen that will enable you to express your creative side more but this is not happening because you wont acknowledge your self worth. You need to get your life in order, your attempting to overcome your fears but you are not changing your old habits because you think no one understands you. Stop getting information from people that is not accurate!!